A Finally Still Heart
You decided to mix your medicine with some of your favorite Popov blue and now the ambulance is in the driveway here, again, for you. Mom shut my in my bedroom…
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46 stories written on Ficly, 2009–2011, shared under CC BY-SA 3.0. Their page on ficly.com
Simulation
I love the feeling of the bass in my chest, simulating a heartbeat when mine is absent due to a lack of emotion, or a lack of yours. I love the feeling of…
Love's Expiration Date
So you say you love him and he says he loves you too, but his love has an expiration date- he just hasn’t told you. Trust me, honey, I would know, he did the…
Exhibit A
It was getting hard to see you way up on that pedestal where you placed me, so I’m glad that you finally realized just how human I can be. I tried to convince…
My Whole World
I know I need to get over you, and trust me, I wish I could. But I hadn’t planned to fall so hard, harder than I ever thought I would. And it tears me up just…
My Core (Fruit Poem)
I lie here expecting, terrified, speckled with doubt, scratched with fear and anxious anticipation. Without hesitation, you tear right through me to reach the…
Pull Tight
crimson sighs white lies words pour from your lips like the acid that burns your tongue. green lights black nights tears tumble down the arcs of your cheeks as…
Because Of You
If only time were motionless, then maybe you and me could love each other endlessly just like it used to be; Maybe if I were a little less scared of the harm…
See The Unseen
Looking at you is like the sun looking at him is like nightfall. Holding you is the summer holding him is the cold. Laughing with you is like the air laughing…
Realize
every time I look at you I cant help but see the sparkles that adorn your eyes perfectly. and every time I hold you I cant help but feel so at peace. every…
Your Fallen Disguise
The way you make me feel isn’t like fireworks in the sky Christmas in July or blissfully alive. The way you make me feel is like the calm before the storm snow…
One, Two, Three
One, two, three singing the wrong melody. Four, five, six, jonesing for my caffeine fix. Seven, eight, nine, the endless row of straight red lines. Out of…
You Might Be the One
It’s amazing how invisible you can make me feel; how insignificant and empty your presence makes me realize I am. You’re the only one I want to notice me, but…
I'm Wondering
I’m wondering as I write this about the purpose of this poem. The people it is about will never read it. The people who need to will never hear it. I find…
My Disgrace
I see your face, I search your face, contorted and twisted with my disgrace. Disloyal I may have been but tied to you I am not, and though you tried and tried…
A Shattered Place
You took away my voice, you took away my sound. I can’t sing, there’s no song in my heart, and it used to play so loud. Circles around nothing, walls around…
Nothing Less Than My Sanity
Again I have that sinking feeling, because no matter what I do, none of it is good enough, for them, or her, or you. Disappointment from all sides, including…
More Than Anything
Frustration can’t put into words no way to express how much that I hurt. Anger, agony weighing down on me throw, break, tear, yell, shout, and scream. Too much…
I Love You But I Left You
I love you but I left you, so why don’t I feel at all? Why do I still wish it’s you on the other end of the telephone call? You won’t be calling just to ask…
Mr. Blue Eyes
Hey there Mr. Blue Eyes, you have something of mine but lets follow that old rule that you can keep what you can find. And please, do take care it has been…