Until i entered high school

I was once a little girl, who wanted nothing but live a life until I get tired, and start living again the next day. I never cared about anything that doesn't have to do anything with me. I even became satisfied with being a loner. I was foolish. Until I entered high school.

When I entered high school, I never expected to have friends. But they befriended me, so I, in turn, befriended them as well. I changed. I was still shy, but I was not anymore the loner they knew. I am now a social person. I started to get noticed by people who never even knew I existed. And now, I exist.

I was overwhelmed. And this existence, sometimes, scares me.