Just Close Your Eyes and Point
Sometimes, when it gets too much--all the lights, the noise, the constant attention--she disappears.
She drives to the airport and points at the departures board at random.
She just needs to get away for a while. Disappear under the radar of the media. Ideally pop up in a small town where no one has heard her name or her voice.
It's never for long--just a month or so to get her back up on her feet--but it's well-deserved and well-spent.
She stands in front of the departures board at Logan International and points.
And that's how she ends up in Amsterdam.