Jump In

Falling down up Not sure which way Spinning left right I can't stay this way

I don't know what I want Too many thoughts in my head Yelling clawing wanting out I can't seem to get ahead

I shudder simply at the thought Commitment judgement It's taunting me

I just had long term not too long ago Wedding bells and baby crys Were my lullabys to sleep Now just silence filled by selfish crys

And here you are wonderful and sweet Here to sweep me off my feet Jumped right in head first no cares Calling up to me to join

And yet I cower here in fear And it's not fair my dear And maybe I'm already in too deep And still I can't take that leap

Crashing waves from down below Beckoning me come in come in Laughing as it swallows me whole

Yet there's no turning back for me The past is gone and it saddens me But yet I still don't want it back So on I go and turn my back

Push past these tears They'll dry up soon A happy face I'll paint And on and on I'll go And jump right in No cares no woes