Doesn't Matter pt. 1 of 2

Can't camouflage your flaws and expect to be loved

I'M NOT GOOD AT THIS STUFF

all I've got is a lot of love and love isn't enough when push comes to shove

and shit's getting rough

it's like ENOUGH IS ENOUGH

and my patience was lost so long ago it's with the ancients paddling to and fro saddling the weight of displacement swirling in the river's undertow

I CAN'T UNDERSTAND IT faced with the sun and the moon in the womb of our planet? PLACED here for a purpose? Maybe? what a wild circus (dismissal) add it to the past fast as that last moment passed As if it's already gone bit by water droplet ON AND ON how about dead instead? my ghost, I've bled it close as clothes and lips and nose abreast to breath less is next to LEFT n the BATH is drawn n dawn's begun to run distinctly pink in INKS of blue from done comes do DUE distant YONDER an inStrument of the instant A LIFETIME LONGER! IT IS WHAT IT ISN'T I gather, or rather IT DOESN'T MATTER as a matter of fact ADD HER sadder or gladder to the packed...