dreams of future.

I look forwards to the days where I can feel the dew in the grass beneath my feet and the warmth of the sun on my face and the wind in the trees and songs of the birds and I can be happy.

where things are meant to be and maybe we don't believe in magic but you see the darkest depths of my soul and you don't run and I can see into your beautiful mind and that's fate.

there's a different world somewhere in the future that I want to curl my fingers into and run away with; a world where good things happen to me and where I get to fill the dark empty numbness inside me with memories shared with someone else.