Memories of a Chat Log

A chat room. Masakishrine. mIRC. Things and memories of the past, long forgotten, long unthought of,

suddenly back in my life.

People whose names I never knew, whose screen names I had forgotten, are surging back into my thoughts and emotions.

Dare I reconnect with those I knew in flesh? Those who taught me so much, destroyed so much, created so much.

Memories emotions excitement, fear.

Thoughts and feelings I didn't feel like feeling. Raw emotions too youthful to understand. Pushed back into my brain, I couldn't handle them.

Now looking back, these things I have met fought and controlled.

Lust, hate, love, understanding,

No warmth of the sun on my back, surounded by those I love. Warmth of a computer screen on my face, staring into a void of personas,

that I loved.

Memories of a chat log.

You'd be suprised.