Beautiful

It's been three days Three days since I've even touched food I could go longer if I tried

Not like anyone will notice I could dissolve into the air nobody would figure out till next Thursday

eh, whatever It's nothing

ha, if I was a good girl I'd probably be "enough" But you know what they say, Don't pretend to be someone you're not

My legs are still not long enough My nose is still not straight enough Ugh, it's disgusting Trying to be good enough I know I'll never be But a girl can dream

I feel my stomach growling like a pissed-off housecat it's cute thinking it could sway me

I haven't looked in a mirror since prom I haven't stepped on a scale since I don't know when I'm afraid to I can't start eating again I just can't

Because when I make up excuses When I pretend I'm not hungry When I feel my stomach so empty, so empty That's when I feel at peace

that's when I finally feel beautiful