Now, Don't You Dare

My heart dropped to my shoes. My eyes are grey instead of blue. I haven’t been the same. I don’t want to play this fucking game. Those eyes haunt my dreams. I’m tearing at the seams. Broken bones, nasty bruises. Why am I the one that loses? Someone must fill your immense gap, however, I pity the poor sap. I’ll find a way to let go. I’ll find a new way to let love grow. We both know I’m lying. We both know I’m up late sighing. I know the situation is lonely. You made your point: I’m not good enough to be your only. I’d say see you around, but that’s not the case. We both know I’ve lost this mighty race.

I’m angry all the time. I guess the fault is mine.