Endless Plea

my mind gets the best of me showing the worst of me nothing can erase what's said Its all me I'm my own enemy Like a razor in my ear Piercing to my soul nothing is left standing only darkness I'm so cold I hate my reflection I hate your face, haunting my every thought dampening my inner light your voice playing in my head I hate everything we were everything we will never be still haunting every dream I can not love you like I did I can not be your friend we said our good byes laying our past to rest SO WHY DOES IT HAUNT ME you're dead to me I can't live on this way I have to just get it out Its killing me inside to hold it all in I once was full of love now its just all pain You left me first broken hearted and now a broken soul light has left me I hate who I have become WHAT AM I DOING WHO HAVE I BECOME Why would anyone ever love me I am nothing just an ugly wretched soul with no place to go here I will wither and die This is my life empty Gone stop haunting me its killing me JUST LET ME GO