Truthfulness.

I have written story after story while listening to the songs on my iPod. My fingers have bled from scraping against paper; my eardrums shot out because of music. And I am left with nothing but loneliness. I do not regret anything that I have done in the past, however. Live life with no regrets, the voices have told me. They've kept me moving through life. I have indeed watched countless moments float by my head. Stolen kisses in the hallway, a careful brush of skin against skin, and people are off on their way to classes.

_I have been left behind by everyone now._

My face has been slammed into concrete ground so many times. I've forgotten how to smile now. It hurts sometimes.. this heartache. You haven't looked at me ever since I told you we couldn't be friends anymore. You don't understand. It was not healthy for us to be that way. Dear, don't you know this already? I have loved you for eternity. You were my best friend and I promised you so much. I'm sorry.

_I have turned into the ghost of a girl._