She Lovez Him

When I close my eyes, I see your face When I lick my lips, I can taste your smile When I feel my skin, I'm welcomed by your embrace Sometimes random or predictable or in a little while. I am proud to be a black woman in my man's arms I feel loved, and so connected to you. I confide in you, my deepest fantasies, passions and harms. I am so happy that we met, and that you are true. Baby, would you tell me everything that is going on with you? I want to stand by your side, be your rescue. But when I found that piece laying on the floor, you see. All the signs I ignored, started to make sense When you lick your lips, you taste not just me, I see the change all in your confidence. I cannot believe that I was so blinded by my love for you! To see what you were really doing, I cannot believe! Now I have to live with your secret obessions, the permant tattoo Of being a black woman that now has to live with HIV.