Days After

(11/12/10 – Day 109) Today I decided to take a walk by myself. It was absolutely amazing being by myself. Its been a long time since I've enjoyed the the cool autumn breeze And watched the different color leaves fall down. Its been a long time since I've written in this journal. Philadelphia is gorgeous this time around, I have my sweet caramel hot chocolate in my hand. Children giggles fill the air, My favorite scarf caress my skin when the wind blow I want to forget him but I do miss him... I can't think about the past His kiss is still left on my neck and his breath still on my chest But I'm fine by myself, he needed time a part. I walked only a few steps further, And I saw him playing with some kids in the playground. He looked so happy, but we haven't spoke since... I was stuck, and couldn't move. What will he say? What will I do? I haven't seen his smile in so long. I'm afraid, and then he looks at me. I inhaled, yet never exhaled and I watched him walk to me... I don't no what to do...