False hope of bliss

I'd love for you to have me, but I'm not mine to give. I'd love for me to have you, but I'm too afraid to live.

I wish that I could stay here, but it's a false hope of bliss. I wish this wasn't an illusion, and all I thought of was your kiss.

I move away from feeling, though I wish I could believe. I move away from you, hoping, with you, my fears will leave.

I deny that peice of paper, with the painful truth it's ridden. I can't deny that I love you, tho' even in my heart it's hidden.

I say all this to you and I, try to push you further away. I say I'm not, but I'm scared of what these feelings could do left to stray.

I think I love you back, but it's just so complicated. I think deep down I'm scared, that you'll regret this time you've waited.