I Miss You

Something unidentifable stays in my throat Choaks me up and slips away my smile Causes tears and a sickening feeling Forcing away the feeling is undoable Ignoring it is impossible Is this what if feels like? To really cry strong tears? To really feel useless? To be let down by someone you love? To miss someone so much it really hurts? I have nothing to say that will change your mind. Nothing to bring you home to me. So for right now I am stuck with A choaked up throat, And some useless longing With no one to hold my hand.